Scenes from Bar Harbor

At the grocery store, during the short break between customers the young woman bagging fills spare grocery fliers with hearts, drawn with a bright yellow highlighter.

At the natural foods store, a fit-looking middle-aged man in a Che Guevara t-shirt buys a large five-gallon tub of bulk tofu and hauls it into his car.

Mid-Summer Core Dump

A few people have noted that's it's been approximately forever since I've posted here, so I thought it was time for an update. Tomorrow it will be August. So I'm telling myself that I'm at the half-way point of summer. This isn't really true, of course. But I'm telling myself this anyway and trying hard to believe it. It's almost working. Anyway, a bunch of summertime thoughts follow.

This is the first summer I haven't been to China in a long time. I had gone for six years in a row: 2004-2009. I miss it. I really like Beijing. It's a fun, lively, huge city with lots to do. And the food is awesome. I hope to return again soon.

While I'm disappointed to not be in China, I'm nevertheless perfectly happy to be in Maine. This is the longest summertime stretch I've spent in Maine perhaps ever. Doreen and I went to Quebec City for a weekend and to the Boston area for a few days in June. And we have our usual trip to the Saguenay region planned in late August. But other that that, I've been here. For the most part, it's been great to be in Maine. Summers are nice here, and while I love traveling, it's also nice to stay put for a bit.

One of the best parts of the summer has been having time to do research and writing. I've spent some time with both R and python, have solidified my understanding of some statistics, and have done some interesting reading and writing. In general, it's been really fun to be able to do some programming and some real research. I find something incredibly satisfying and relaxing about programming.

I've also been doing a lot of writing. The main thing I've been working on is my textbook on chaos and fractals. I've been working on this for a while and it is nearing completion. I don't really have a feel for how much work I have to do yet, but I know that it's a lot, but also that the end is in sight. The book is under contract to Oxford University Press, and they're kind of expecting it at the end of the summer. I'm not sure I'll make it, but I haven't given up hope.

In the course of working on the book I've come to the conclusion that it is fairly easy to write a decent textbook, but that it's quite hard to write a really good one. The book by now is at a point where it works well for me. But of course I'm writing the book so that people who aren't me can teach and learn from it. So this requires a good bit of additional writing. When I teach from it I provide background motivation and transitions from one chapter to the other. But these need to be in the book itself. This has been taking quite a bit of time.

I've also spent some time the last few weeks working on a research paper. The basic results are actually seven years old, but my collaborators and I haven't published them, and there are some new ways that I have to present our results that I think will make it a good paper. It's been fun to re-acquaint myself with the research and to make some interesting plots. I hope to have this submitted in a few days.

Research aside, it's been nice to be in Maine. Although the weather was uncomfortably humid and hot for most of July, it's still be pretty pleasant. And the last few days have been amazing. Warm, dry, sunny, and pleasant. My garden is in good shape this year. The unusually warm weather has been good for tomatoes. We've already harvested a few, and lots more are on their way. I think we'll get a few eggplants. I'm not sure what's going on with our tomatillos. We had a good lettuce crop, the kale and chard is hanging on, the onions look good. and we've had lots of parsley and cilantro and basil. Winter squash vines are doing well, and I think we'll have a few cucumbers next week.

I've also enjoyed having a chance to exercise semi-regularly. We've had decent ultimate frisbee games downtown twice a week, and I've been doing yardwork on the weekends and also running and biking some. I don't necessarily feel in better shape than usual (or less worse shape than usual), but nevertheless it's nice to be moving.

Overall, being able to exercise, garden, and spend some time on research and writing has been great. I still feel frustrated that I can't do more. I wish I found it easier to get completely lost in research, but it's hard with so many things going on. There's still a lot of summertime left, though.

Gross

For a long time I've been a fan of Balance Bars. They're pretty tasty and a good snack when I'm hungry and need a little something to eat and don't want a full meal or anything. Yesterday I had a balance bar and for some reason my eye was drawn to the word "fish" on the list of ingredients. I wasn't even trying to read it, but the word just jumped out.

Then I read it more carefully and it turns out that Balance Bars contain fish gelatin. I find this super gross. I haven't eaten meat or fish for 20 years or so. I'm certain that I've had fish products in stuff, especially when traveling in China. One of the types of Thai curry TastyBite entrees has fish in it as well, which I only discovered after having it once or twice. So it's not like the Balance Bars are the only fishy stuff I've ever had.

Nevertheless, I think this is just gross. Fish are yucky. Well, actually, I think fish are pretty cool. They're great as fish -- things that swim around in the water and that we should just leave alone and not eat. It's the eating of fish that I think is yucky. Yes, I know there are some cultures that eat lots of fish. That's fine, I guess. But I don't want to eat fish. I don't know why Balance would put fish in their chocolatey nutrition bars. Ug. I wrote Balance an email, but they didn't answer.

I guess I need to read labels really carefully. But I'd have thought that Balance Bars were free from animal and fish products. Oh well.

Anyway, I've got a bunch of Balance Bars now that I have no intention of eating. If there's anyone reading this in Bar Harbor who want them, let me know.

Sunday

It's been a nice Sunday so far. Slept in and spent the morning reading and doing dishes and other housework while listening first to Johan Geilen and then Spearhead. I was able to get a decent run in during a break in the rain. I got wet, but at least it wasn't pouring. Now I'm in my office trying to get organized. Listening to Above & Beyond and trying to just do stuff and not think too much about all I have to do. Am having mixed success.

A thunderstorm rolled through which was nice. A big thunderclap rattled the windowpane. It's still drizzling but is supposed to stop soon. Shortly I will head home for a good meal and an evening of grading while watching hockey and basketball finals.

Almost Over

Chilling out at home. Listening to an old Hed Kandi radio show while Doreen listens to French news streaming online. Today was the last day of classes of spring term. Late afternoon we had our awards ceremony, which was its usual mix of awkward and nice. This was followed by a reception for seniors and their families, which was fun. Then Doreen and I went to dinner with a bunch of the graduation speakers. It was a nice meal, but the acoustics at the restaurant weren't good, so it was loud and hard to have a discussion. Tomorrow is graduation.

I'm glad the term is over. It was a very tiring ten weeks. I need a few days to recover and then I have mountains of work to do. I have much grading and then almost fifty evaluations to write. There are two papers I need to referee, and I'm the external reader on a dissertation. All of these I should do by the end of June, if not sooner. And there is a book review that I'm supposed to have done in July. I also have a bunch of grant-related odds and ends that need to get dealt with. And then there is my main task for the summer, which is to finish my Chaos and Fractals textbook. I'm looking forward to it all, except for the grant stuff.

Tomorrow, though, will be a morning of rest, and an afternoon and evening of celebration with graduates and their families.

Secret Memo

If you are using the photocopier and it stops and tells you to load paper into a tray, do as the machine suggests. Don't just walk away. Because when you do this, your copying job doesn't get deleted. It stays in the machine's brain. This is true even if you log out of your account. Then when someone like me comes along who is willing to put paper in the copier, your job automatically gets completed. If, say, you were photocopying documents that you wanted to be confidential, well, they're not confidential any more, since they are streaming out of the machine and it is hard for me not to notice them.

Halfway to Summer?

We're at the midpoint of spring term. So in some sense we're halfway to summer. I'm looking forward to it. I will be traveling less than usual, and so will get to settle in and hopefully enjoy summer in Maine. I'll have some major work to do, but it still should be nice.

Spring term is slugging along. I'm enjoying my classes, but things are really busy. Much busier and a little weirder or something than they should be. I'm not sinking, but I'm working really hard and just barely staying above water. There is a growing number of things that I'm behind on and it's starting to get troubling. I owe some grant reports and am behind on some correspondence. I just haven't quite had the time or energy to deal with it all and get caught up. Nor have I had the time to sleep as much as would be healthy.

And things are just odd. COA is in the midst of a strategic planning process which is at times surreal. Lots of people are on edge about it. The draft documents we've received have been less than inspiring. It's hard to know how to engage in the process, whether or not I should engage, and whether or not my (or anyone's) input is welcome.

The last two months have been the warmest on record in Maine. And the oil spill in the Gulf sounds horrific. It's hard to imagine how much damage and destruction will follow.

But the warm weather has brought spring to Maine very early. Flowers are about two-three weeks early. Lilacs will start blooming next week. Today was achingly beautiful. Warm and sunny and summery. Made it hard to get a lot of work done. I bought a bunch of plants for the garden and did some yardwork and laundry and went for a short and very slow run. I continue to slip farther behind, but it was a wonderful Saturday.

The stupid, it burns

So I was driving in to town today and I was listening to a Red Sox pre-season game. Kinda odd since it doesn't feel remotely spring-like, as it I think the high temperature today was 32. On the other hand, it does feel like spring in that spring term starts the day after tomorrow. And I'm already so far behind it's pathetic. And frustrating.

Anyway, I heard an ad on the radio for "burn flavored doritos." They are apparently super spicy. Too hot? Not to worry, just wash them down with "pepsi max cease fire." This is diet pepsi that is specially formulated to go well with the burn doritos. Specifically, pepsi cease fire "cools the burn" associated with burn doritos.

My head hurts. First of all, "burn" is not a flavor. It's just not. Something could taste burnt. But burn flavor doesn't make sense. And to the extent it does make sense, it's gross. Second, what's up with the diet pepsi? I suspect that a carbonated beverage would increase the pain, not reduce it. Sour cream or yogurt would be much more soothing.

There is a lot that is horribly wrong in this world.

Halfway

We're exactly at the half-way point of our ten-week term. My class is moving along nicely, I think. I did a bunch of grading tonight so now I'm no longer criminally behind.

The cold weather is starting to get tiresome. It's been a bad year for skating, so I haven't been spending that much time outside, except for hauling wood in from the wood pile. The days are getting noticeably longer, however, which is nice.

There are all sorts of things I'm behind on. Large and small tasks are piling up. I'm starting to get a little stressed out about it all, which I think actually is good. I work better when slightly stressed out. So ... I'm hoping for a moderately stressful, and very productive week.

Cats

From Cats Winter 09-10

Three cats in front of the woodstove on a cold February evening. Left-to-right: Ancho, Monster, Apple.